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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Ben Location: Newark, New Jersey, United States Birthday: 11/11/1983 Gender: Male Interests: Who cares!! Expertise: Sleep and Making out ;-) Occupation: Artist Industry: Nonprofit Message: message me AIM: Hamerican2001 Member Since: 8/12/2004

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Destined for solitude

Destined for Solitude

You knocked hard at my door
But Fear turned you away
The Past filled of jaded stains
Nest of ghastly recollections
Constant reminders of vulnerability

You knocked hard at my door
But Sadness turned you away
Happiness,
Eternally temporary
By no means, devoid of sorrow

You knocked hard at my door
But Love turned you away
Only a word,
Without sacrifice
Without pain

You knocked hard at my door
But I turned you away
Wanting too much
Always impatient
Not knowing whom I had 'till she's gone....

~B.J. (11/21/06)

Dedicated to Rosey Cheeks, I will perpetually be sorry! Je t'aimerai toujours...

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

	Movin' on out!! Yes... Yes ... Yes.... Yours truly is finally getting his own place... Finally getting out of the rents' basement... Finally someplace I can call my own... Although, it's only a room... but ... a room is all I need to claim my independence and have friends over... FINALLY!! August is only so far away.... :)
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Currently Listening
Timeless
By Sergio Mendes
Mas que nada
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Summer in NYC

Not too long ago... I was presented with the opportunity to work in NYC for this prestigious Heath Insurance company. Hard pressed between the Sunny State and the Big Apple ... I fell under the charms of the City of glitz and glamour ... sights and skirts... Now for about 3 weeks... I've been making the daily inter-state trek... at first it was wonderful considering the up and down Springish/Winterish weather we had been having... but now summer is officially upon us and I must admit... walking to work everyday is becoming a sweat trap... I can only imaging what July and August will bring... just that icky, sticky, stinky sweat... bumping in to ppl on the trains and streets... and let's not even talk about Winter... especially when it starts to snow... Oh it's going to SUCK!!! I miss driving to work just thinking about it... But on the upside... I will never grow bored of this place...

Today, I went walking on the South Street Sea Port... since it is literally behind my building... The view is fantastic... the water is gross...but the view makes up for it... I felt like one of the thousands of tourists... just walking around amazed at the accomplishments of man... The world has come far since living in caves and making fires... Wow! Yup...These are the thoughts that keep me going ... they keep me going!

That's all for now!

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Monday, April 17, 2006

So, I've decided to move to Florida. Just pick up, pack my car with the bare essentials and start over down there in Miami. I know it may be sudden, but I truly feel that it is the next step in my journey... My journey of self-discovery. So, in that respect I have compiled a list of the top 5 reasons why I believe it will be good for me:

1. First and foremost, I need a change of scenery. This fast paced world of non-stop getting, wanting isn't for me.

2. I've figured out what I don't want to do. Now, I need to figure out what I do want dedicate myself doing.

3. I need some sun, this horrible weather just doesn't help. I need some sun, beaches and beautiful women in bikinis.

4. Being away out of my comfort zone on my own will def. be good for me.

5. Being away from my parents and being on my own will be great for me.

So, that's it! I'm doing it... I am moving to Florida.

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Una Palabra

Una palabra no dice nada y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo igual que el viento que esconde el agua como las flores que esconde el lodo. Una mirada no dice nada y al mismo tiempo lo dice todo como la lluvia sobre tu cara o el viejo mapa de algun tesoro. Una verdad no dice nada y al mismo tiempo lo esconde todo como una hoguera que no se apaga como una piedra que nace polvo. Si un dia me faltas no sere nada y al mismo tiempo lo sere todo porque en tus ojos estan mis alas y esta la orilla donde me ahogo, porque en tus ojos estan mis alas y esta la orilla donde me ahogo.

~Carlos Valera

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